Sometimes events can be misunderstood..

Writing this post is extremely difficult. I’ve lost friends, and family members to alleged suicides. I say alleged based on my own experience. Back in September 2014 I was drugged by individual. I asked the individual if that was how I was going to die, they stated yes. I had to raise my own vitals to get up off the floor because I saw visions of what my children’s lives would be if they found me deceased on the floor. Made it through that near death experience. Worked hospital security for six years, I had some spiritual encounters I couldn’t quite explain with science while on the job. Fast-forward to January 28 of 2022. I was working for a clean energy company. Got home from working night shift. Did my routine like normal and was suddenly taken over by something I can’t explain. I was instructed telepathically to take the biggest knife in the kitchen, lacerate both wrists and the stab myself in the heart. I was not depressed, I had nothing in my system, alcohol or drugs leading up to this other than lack of sleep due to injuries, sustained from an assault at the hospital and not being able to sleep because of it. This was declared a sleep deprivation psychosis. If I had died that day, it would’ve been just another suicide and I wouldn’t have been able to defend myself in telling anyone what really happened. With that being said, how many other people has this happened to? They never got to tell their story because they didn’t make it? I understand my journey is very different, but I think I lived through it so I could tell more people that this is a possibility. I guarantee I’m not the first one that this has happened to. Meeting Jen and being able to tell her parts of my experience, I’m forever grateful for. If anyone has gone through the same experience or knows somebody that has, please reach out to me anytime. Thank you kindly for reading. Lots of love to everyone. ❤️‍🩹